Oh What a Night...

I had a weird day yesterday. It may have been hormones. I started out angry at Jason and by lunch time I liked him again . By the afternoon I was depressed and dragging. Then I went to see a house for sale that I really liked so I was excited and anxious to tell Jason about it. Then I had to go babysit at church and was afraid I would drag again so I drank some coffee around 6pm. Whoops. Babysitting went alright, no spurt of energy or anything. When I got home at 9:30 I got excited again to tell Jason about the house. Now I could feel the caffeine. And did I mention I skipped supper? I'm running on chemicals at this point. I was jittery and couldn't sit still. We went to bed at midnight, I think. I was able to lay still but my mind was racing. At 1am I tried reading. I got tired of reading. I tried praying. By 3:30 I was at the computer. By about 4:30 my body started to crash so I went to bed. Once in bed my body felt fine and my mind was awake. I made a conscious effort to empty my mind. That's a lot harder than it sounds, at least for women. I catch Jason not thinking about anything quite often. I don't know how men do that. Anyways, I had to keep shushing my own thoughts. This relaxed me and I layed comfortably until 6:30 when the room got brighter and the seriousness of the situation really hit me. I had finally got my mind and body comfortable and still couldn't sleep. So I did the only thing I could think of. I woke Jason up. I'm running on fumes today. This is not good, as I have Thanksgiving preparations to make. I'm not sure if I should be driving. Oh yeah, don't forget the wishlist.