It's been 11 days. I feel really good right now. I still look like I've been beat up though. My incision hardly hurts at all. Luke is eating great. I love that I can breastfeed him so easily. Well, it's not very easy three times a night, but I know that's temporary. My milk lets down a little too often but that will get better too. Everyday is better than the last it seems. Jason was so great the week he was "off." He washed the dishes, made meals, got Luke for me in the middle of the night and stayed up with him the few times he wouldn't sleep. He did the shopping and some cleaning. He paid a lot of attention to Abby which was difficult for me at first. He was patient through my hormonal swings. He even did work for QHA just about everyday. He needed to go back to work this week just to get a break. Beth and my mom made us food. And just about everybody else has offered their services. I appreciate it all but I don't really need anything. I've healed very quickly like last time, but my scar actually looks a lot better. I was expecting it to be worse but Leinenbach told me in the OR that she wanted to make it better this time. Great! I'm a little anxious to take both kids out on my own. I like challenges but I'm afraid it will be stressful for me because I like things to be peaceful and simple.

We put all of our Christmas decorations up. Other than the tree it's a bit cluttered for my taste. I'm not a big fan of seasonal decorations. Jason says it feels like other people's stuff is all over the house. I guess I feel obligated to decorate because I've been given so many decorations. Whatever. I'm just happy.