I'm feeling a bit better today. So what if I'm not dilated. I've got time. I'm only 37 weeks. It's Friday. Walmart is done. The weather is dark and wet. For someone with nowhere to go, it's actually kind of soothing, especially with candles lit. I'm looking forward to the women's conference tomorrow at CFC. It's about time to do some Christmas shopping. Funny how being on a budget may mean we spend less this year, but to me it will be financially the best Christmas since Jason and I got married. My attitude about money has changed so much the past year. I'm just in a rare good mood. I'll be depressed all over again if I haven't dilated by my next exam on Monday. Oh yeah, and I've been shopping for Operation Christmas Child. That always cheers me up. No offers yet on the leaf blower. That leads me to believe that only Jason reads my blog.